Those Little Moments...
I have 6 weeks until I leave for college, 6 weeks exactly. To be
honest with myself, I don't know how I feel about this. I am still struggling
with several of my very good friends leaving on missions and getting ready for
school again leaves me more frustrated than I can say. I mean, come on, didn't
I just graduate? I feel like I did.
Hmnn... Life just moves too fast for my
liking.
I feel like I didn't have enough time to
be a little kid. There are things I wish I could have done more of, like
climbing trees at my grandparents' house and hopefully not getting stuck; The
chocolate milk, bubble blowing parties with my aunts (that I wouldn't get in
trouble for because the adults encouraged it). Playing Lord of the Rings with
my cousins and slaying as many orcs as elvenly possible. Late nights with my
best friends and slumber parties (filled with silly movies, giggles, and
ridiculous amounts of chocolate); Wishing on stars, wanting to be a mermaid,
wolf, or just the crazy lady down the street with too many dogs. Tickle wars
with my brothers (before they got big and smelly, right now they have an unfair
advantage), not wearing makeup or doing my hair, and running down the street
barefoot, cause why not; just the silly things in life that only little kids
can appreciate.
But, time goes on. Friends leave on missions, move, or go to
different schools. But I can still cherish those little moments. Those late
night doughnut run phone calls, inside jokes, and the text message you have
saved on your phone that makes you laugh when you're feeling horribly upset.
Oh, how I love those people and I love how they make me feel.
I also have things to look forward to! My roomies who get to put
up with me for a semester seem amazing, smart, and sane (we'll have to see how
long the sane part lasts)! Sure we all get a little grumpy when trying to
figure out who's going to bring the toaster at 11 o'clock at night, but that’s
life. I have friends that I haven't seen in forever who will be where I'm
going! I have adventures planned with friends and family. Not to mention those
letters I will be getting. Trust me; it's totally worth the run down the
driveway of death to check the mailbox. Assuming I don't face plant on my way
down. Who knows what shenanigans I will get into next, all I know is I hope to
enjoy whatever comes after.
After all, it's an adventure.
School is going to be a lot of fun! I am so excited to meet you and be your roomate! :)
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